A SONG OF THE SEASON

from alder street

                                                                                        for eileen and Richard

                                                                                      who first shared with me

the magic of alder street

and of course for saladeen

late last saturday night

as i was leaving richard’s

ice crystals in the air

portending

the fast approaching winter solstice

and all it signifies

(eva half indian

astrologist who squats

compassionate and wise

in the abandoned house

across the street

understands the power

of such times)

there was a man

solitary

in the darkness

down the block

sitting on an upended can

on the broken sidewalk

(on this broken street

part of a broken world)

under the stark

december moon

merciless and white

and he was drumming

a man

sitting

all alone

in the darkness

behind crackling orange flames

leaping

like laughing demons at a pagan orgy

(whatever that is

karen get a grip)

from burning trash barrel fire

and he was drumming

loud and sure and steady

simply drumming

BOOM boom boom boom boom boom boom BOOM

the insistent rhythm

resonated

over the cracked uneven sidewalks

reverberated

down the ragged street

starling the stray cats

who squealed and tails uplifted ran

wide-eyed

past the burned-out empty shells

that were once houses

past a couple of junkies

nodding in the shadows

who once were men

on by the bursting couch

and mismatched kitchen chairs

lined up in a neat row

where the street’s old ladies

sat out

with grace and dignity

all summer long

and well into the fall

presiding

over their poor and broken kingdom

like royalty

smiling teasing calling out

her dearie

whatchya gonna cook today

always pretending

they wanted some

drumming

someone was drumming

without apology

drumbeats   hard and pure as truth

requesting—no demanding

our full attention

BOOM boom boom boom boom boom boom bah bah BOOM

gathering momentum

the sound snowballed

rolled

between two facing rows

of ten foot tall

multicolored

sentinel tile angels

silent gentle guardians

in the ungentle time and place

stationed on their walls

by either God or lily

maybe both

messengers

of peace goodwill

from another world

symbols

of the strange and special

sense of blessing

of protection

that pervades the area

as palpably as the smell

of wood smoke

from a trash barrel fire

BOOM-ety boom boom boom boom-ety BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM

the drummer’s solitary song

of praise and desolation

fit accompaniment

to any angel’s trumpet blasts

goes on

staccato bursts of music

swell

to fill the lots turned “mini-parks”

of alder street

where huge free-standing sculptures

god-like freeze in flight

their reigns unchallenged

by the needless and broken glass

which ruled there in an earlier time

the gift

of a chinese artist far from home

and not

to the poor children

of the neighborhood

to all of us

her vision clear and universal

as that of dostoyevsky

of a world

whose poverty despair and deprivation

can somehow be redeemed

—or at the very least forever changed—

by beauty

slowly solemnly

with sure deliberation

the repeating drumbeats roll

as though the sounds proclaimed

a great event

as though a great eventï

depended on the sounds

BOOM boom boom boom boom boom bah BOOM

rhythmic

percussive waves

rising falling

reach richard’s open door

door to his hermitage

his lonely monastery

a home and status

of deliberately chosen

low degree

by one who “could do better”

or so folks think

where gaping holes

in plaster walls

and whole steps missing

from the battered staircase

point the way

ADDENDUM:

A Personal Note

“A Song of the Season” is a Christmas poem—about a very real, desperately poor North Philadelphia street—little more than an alley, actually—which happens also to be a place of great power.

Not surprisingly, the wonderful message of Christmas is very clear there.

Magnificent outdoor art created by the people of the neighborhood under the direction of the artist Lily Yen and her Village of the Arts and Humanities, fills its formely vacant lots and covers bare building walls.

The street’s tiny houses are inhabited by a gloriously eclectic mix of humanity of all ages and shapes and colors—a mix which includes struggling single mothers, an iridologist, a self-styled Christian hermit or two, people battling life-threatening physical illnesses and addictions or various sorts, a music teacher, older fold who have lived on the block for the better part of their lives and several peace activists.

It is a place where life, stripped of its masks of privilege, status and exclusivity, is lived on a very real and basic level. A strong-black-coffee sort of life, as opposed the frothy-flavored-cappuccino variety.

I have loved Alder Street since my first visit there. Sometime between the Advent evening described in the poem and the day near the end of December when I finished “A Song of the Season,” I received an extraordinary Christmas gift. A friend told me she was moving and offered to rent me her house.

My new address (as of January 15) will be 2510 N. Alder Street, Philadelphia, 19131.

I plan to be at home more often than I have been of late, and I promise to be more responsive to the phone and the doorbell.

And almost always on Saturday night there will be prayer in Richard’s stone chapel at 5 PM and dinner afterwards—nothing fancy, just whatever we have—to which you are cordially invited—(bring some fruit or bread if you like, but it truly isn’t necessary.)

And—I can’t promise this of course, but maybe—if you’re lucky and your ears are sharp—Saladeen will be out at the end of the block, drumming, and we may even dance.

May all the very special joy and deep peace of this Holy Season be yours in a special way today and throughout the coming year.

PS: Karen Lenz’s move to North Philadelphia’s Alder Street had been quite short-lived. However, she and Richard, “the hermint,”remained friends until her “promotion” in 2009.

ON THE MUSIC PIER IN OCEAN CITY

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                                                         August 28, 2005

 

 

the waves are high today

(the season’s set to change)

six feet or more from shore

they break

rear back

like prancing stallions

barely held in check

leaping transformed

to curling peaks of foam

and roll on in

they just keep coming

(like the years)

while we play on the sand

dance in the surf

and sometimes (if we’re lucky)

ride one in to shore

gleeful as children

blissfully unaware

they do not have forever

 

 

arlo

—woody guthrie’s boy

for those of you who fail to recognize the name–

is here tonight

the atmosphere electric

highly charged

as the amplified guitars,

foot-stomping fiddle

of the young folks traveling with him

(one’s his son)

older now

(the waves just keep on coming)

then he was forty years ago

when he wrote the song

they’ve come to do:

YOU CAN GET ANYTHING YOU WANT

AT ALICE’S RESTAURANT

and we’re here too

the wide-eyed dropped-out kids

(we’ve dropped back in)

who wore ideals

as carelessly

as tie-dye and patchouli

disguised tonight

as gimpy, grumpy

all too conventional appearing

old folk

refugees

from a time of dreams

now lost

and truly mourned

who once believed

we really did: i know it sounds absurd

our love was strong enough

to stop the bombs

and that together

we would change the world.

 

 

tonight that dream stirs once again

like a hibernating woodchuck

in the spring

although of course we know

locations, leaders change

but the lies continue

as the death toll climbs

and the war

the fucking war:   country joe was right

its body bags not words that are obscene

the war goes on.

 

the music fills the hall

the setting simple, perfect

rows of folding chairs

each connected to the ones

on either side

as we are joined to all

but mainly fail to notice.

 

arlo

waves of white hair

rippling to his shoulders

appears to lead the charge

telling stories

reminiscing

laughing at the lies

inviting us to come again with him

as we did forty years ago

–or was it yesterday

into los angeleeez

bringing in a couple of keys

to board the train

they call the city of new orleans

to join the massacree

on thanksgiving day

at alice’s

get arrested for littering

and be rejected for the draft.

 

then far too soon

the lighting dims

all hands on deck

guitars keyboard

and a sprightly (female!) fiddler

launching full-throttle

into woody’s love song

to the country that he roamed

until his roaming days were done

and never left off loving.

as the strains

of a wildly energetic version

of THIS LAND IS YOUR LAND

fill the air

i notice with surprise

that tears

are streaming down my cheeks.

 

 

the waves were high tonight

six feet or more from shore

they broke

reared back

and surged to towering peaks of feeling

while on the boardwalk

behind the clouds banked

to the south

a bright spot struggled

to break through:

the hope that forty years from now

another season set to change

(the waves just keep on coming)

when arlo, i and all of us

who shared the dream

are part of sea and sky

there will be other children

playing on the sand

dancing in the waves

and daring to believe

their love is strong enough                                                                                                                                                                              to stop the bombs

and that together they can change the world

 

kblenz

october 2005

SIGNPOST

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On the northeast corner

of Kensington Avenue between Lehigh and Huntingdon

after the el stop

right at the top of a little side street

too insignificant

(like many people of the neighborhood or so they think)

to have a name

–or if it has nobody much remembers what it is–

stands a now-empty corner lot

profligate

with the detritus of lives lived for the moment–

cans and broken glass

crushed cardboard boxes

that once contained bottles of beer

and bitter amber dreams

empty junk food wrappers

discarded vials from crack cocaine

bright multi-colored tops sparkling like jimmies on vanilla ice cream

dog shit and worse

but here’s the thing

 

turning at that (nameless, unmarked) corner

for the Catholic Worker garden down the street

I was startled

by the sight of purple morning glories

twining everywhere over the trash

 

legacy of an earlier time when somebody cared

undaunted

by the barrenness, the desolation of their surroundings

the empty lot

the graffiti-covered neighborhood

by the fact they seemed to make no difference

luxuriant in the sunlight

lush and proud and energetic

as if adorning a tropical vacation spot

 

 

purple morning glories

incautiously pouring out their lives

on a trash-strewn lot

impractical, imprudent

as the Catholic Workers to whom they point the way:

 

hope run amok.

 

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Sister Joan and Thich Nhat Haht Come Calling

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Buddhists believe (I read it just this month)

there is no death or birth

no coming and going

they say that things (and people) manifest

when conditions favor it

and no longer manifest

when those conditions change;

thus death and birth (like everything we “know”)

are mere illusion

 

My father blew in recently, on quite short notice

feisty as ever, to check things out

to check me out

the father who’d informed his first-born child

(a girl to his never-ending disappointment)

he didn’t need to kneel to say his prayers

—she’d dared to ask—

since he was grown.

 

My father the Archie Bunker of Rocky Hill

inordinately proud

of all wrong things

who’d swallowed his pride (raised Catholic, as a child,

he claimed to be an atheist)

and dragged me off to petition

Sr. Mary Consolata, dean,

 

There was one heck of a manifestation

here last week—

Magda and Peaches are my sworn witnesses—

when my father came (with very little notice—

no opportunity to flee—

(he hasn’t been around much in recent years

feisty as ever, to check things out

to check me out

 

My father showed up here last week

as bold as brass

marched right in as though

it hadn’t been

long years since I’d last seen him

come to check things out he said

check me out more like it

Got in while Magda held the door

for the Mercy delegation

karenblenz

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Teacher

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I only chance upon her at the end

though chance is the wrong word,

it was not chance at all (it

never is)

 

when she was old, and like a mighty river

still moving outward, surely, from its source

flowing in a deep familiar bed

worn in the hardest rock by year of trial

sometimes be calmed, and sometimes flashed with storm

possessed of awesome strength and majesty

that by its nature nourishes and sustains

all those upon its banks.

 

The classroom was her forum and her stage

where often, with exuberant display

(proceeding from the love we sometimes missed)

she’d sting and challenge till a well-placed shot came home

and then, provoked, attentive now,

our minds became alive.

 

Quite daily would she wrestle down

our pride

while elsewhere, so we’d hear,

do battle with the furies we enraged.

 

She helped us know the leprechauns were real,

as surely as she showed us Dante’s fire.

She took one class to read a page of Shakespeare

and unearthed more for us, in that one page

than some of us had found in all the play

But more than that, the second page was ours.

 

In her a temper fired a matchless wit.

She never, with a fierceness quite dramatic,

would tolerate an effort we could better.

She scolded, prodded and insulted us

rejoicing in a spirited response

and freely showed us for the fools we were

But never did she test what was not there—

that was the mark that made the rest so true.

We were afraid of her.

We used to say she’s screw us to the wall

if we were not prepared. She would have laughed

to hear us talk, and screw us there again.

 

For her we did things quite extraordinary

or so we judged. She’d make us say a line

it seemed 500times, pronounce it lacking

and bid us try again. She’d not let up

until she had us mad enough to do it

the way we should have first, but for our fears

I was a King and I still know my lines.

 

The spectacle we made would startle others

but we, for all her storming, saw her clearer

than any there those she pushed the hardest felt in ourselves reponseth was part awe,

part irritation, most of all respect

it was a validation to be so clearly seen.

 

Her forum has been silent now for years

though others, following, have carried on;

the river surely has not really gone

for where indeed could such a river go

but undeniably has shifted course to leave behind its long, deep empty bed

indelibly

undeniably graven on our hearts.

 

After I left, stretched, often challenged

surely deeply changed—but hardly ready.

 

I knew enough to go back soon to see her

and she, retired now, the end in sight,

received me warmly, eager form my news

with the great grace she wore so carelessly.

 

 

Across wide gulfs we opened to each other for one last time.

She knew exactly what she was about—

I had no clue.

“What are you doing with yourself?” I asked—

“Is there a book you’re working on,

now that you have the time?”

 

She looked at me and smiled. For one brief moment

I saw, as with her eyes, how far away her focus was;

and knew at once that it had always been.

“There is no book,” she said. “I’m working on my soul.”

 

Ancilla Dōminī: handmaiden of the Lord.

She chose it for her name; she willed it for her life—

She lived her answer pure and simple:

yes!

 

Karenblenz

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THE COMMISSIONING

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                                                          for maria

                                                         because there is no action

                                                         so poor, so insignificant, so unheralded

                                                         it does not somehow change the world

these summer nights

we mostly get home late

              as eleven, maybe even twelve

just in time

           to witness

the (anticipatory) (celebratory)

procession

of the CATS

who, hearing the (tolling of the) engine’s

singular sputter

the particular pealing

of the driver’s side door

as its slams

emerge, to a chorus

of crickets, cicadas

and late-season peepers

processing–the big black one

usually leads–

(some slowly, solemnly, warily

slinking in

close to the ground

some running and jumping, joyfully clearing

imaginary obstacles

as they cross Jefferson Street

one spotted one trailing

her kittens behind her)

from the dark shadows

where, (mostly) silent undercover

sentinels,

they have witnessed

more than we will ever know

or want to.

 

Magda leaves me sitting in the car

as diligently

(even, I might suggest

reverently

though she scoffs at the notion)

she keeps her commitment

preparing their dinner

pouring it out

from the 25-pound bag

of NutriCare Cat Food

Maria has left

part of her outreach

(tender-hearted, Republican)

to some of the sorriest

of God’s creatures

— need I add

most flea-bitten and scruffiest–

(promiscuous too)

 

the cats eat

(one by one

behind the barricade of August flowers

in mutually-agreed-upon order

obvious only to them

each patiently

waiting its turn)

under the unseeing stone eyes

of St. Francis of the Garden

and having partaken

lick their whiskers in gratitude

and, sated, go forth

owning no property

carrying nothing

dependent (as all of us)

solely on grace

to disappear, unnoticed

newly-commissioned

ambassadors

to all the many corners

of the night

 

 

karenblenz

september 2004

ON THE MUSIC PIER IN OCEAN CITY

                                                         August 28, 2005

 

 

the waves are high today

(the season’s set to change)

six feet or more from shore

they break

rear back

like prancing stallions

barely held in check

leaping transformed

to curling peaks of foam

and roll on in

they just keep coming

(like the years)

while we play on the sand

dance in the surf

and sometimes (if we’re lucky)

ride one in to shore

gleeful as children

blissfully unaware

they do not have forever

 

 

arlo

—woody guthrie’s boy

for those of you who fail to recognize the name–

is here tonight

the atmosphere electric

highly charged

as the amplified guitars,

foot-stomping fiddle

of the young folks traveling with him

(one’s his son)

older now

(the waves just keep on coming)

then he was forty years ago

when he wrote the song

they’ve come to do:

YOU CAN GET ANYTHING YOU WANT

AT ALICE’S RESTAURANT

and we’re here too

the wide-eyed dropped-out kids

(we’ve dropped back in)

who wore ideals

as carelessly

as tie-dye and patchouli

disguised tonight

as gimpy, grumpy

all too conventional appearing

old folk

refugees

from a time of dreams

now lost

and truly mourned

who once believed

we really did: i know it sounds absurd

our love was strong enough

to stop the bombs

and that together

we would change the world.

 

 

tonight that dream stirs once again

like a hibernating woodchuck

in the spring

although of course we know

locations, leaders change

but the lies continue

as the death toll climbs

and the war

the fucking war:   country joe was right

its body bags not words that are obscene

the war goes on.

 

the music fills the hall

the setting simple, perfect

rows of folding chairs

each connected to the ones

on either side

as we are joined to all

but mainly fail to notice.

 

arlo

waves of white hair

rippling to his shoulders

appears to lead the charge

telling stories

reminiscing

laughing at the lies

inviting us to come again with him

as we did forty years ago

–or was it yesterday

into los angeleeez

bringing in a couple of keys

to board the train

they call the city of new orleans

to join the massacree

on thanksgiving day

at alice’s

get arrested for littering

and be rejected for the draft.

 

then far too soon

the lighting dims

all hands on deck

guitars keyboard

and a sprightly (female!) fiddler

launching full-throttle

into woody’s love song

to the country that he roamed

until his roaming days were done

and never left off loving.

as the strains

of a wildly energetic version

of THIS LAND IS YOUR LAND

fill the air

i notice with surprise

that tears

are streaming down my cheeks.

 

 

the waves were high tonight

six feet or more from shore

they broke

reared back

and surged to towering peaks of feeling

while on the boardwalk

behind the clouds banked

to the south

a bright spot struggled

to break through:

the hope that forty years from now

another season set to change

(the waves just keep on coming)

when arlo, i and all of us

who shared the dream

are part of sea and sky

there will be other children

playing on the sand

dancing in the waves

 

 

karenblenz       october 2005

 

 

 

 

LAMENT

Finally cleaning the kitchen

more than a month after you’d gone

(little need for kitchens now;

you have no longer need for food and I

have grown indissoluble boulders

in my stomach)

 

more than a month since I last cooked for you

and pleaded with you to eat

(no use now for my barbecue:

you always loved to smell pork cooking though

and you had tried to eat it

insisting it was good and you

were just not hungry;

made with bottled Bull’s Eye Sauce—

the half-full jar still sitting on the counter

—explain to me how that can be;

that half a jar of barbecue sauce could outlast you

 

I found three cans of chicken noodle soup

your reliable of stanby

that i had bought for you on special—

three cans for a dollar—

 

and quite to my astonishment

felt tears of hot rage scalding me

at the thought

that you could go and leave me

with tree cans of soup

I don’t even like.

 

karenblenz

On the First Day of Spring, 1969

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Funny how

a clear sky and some sun

some melting sun

can vanquish, effortlessly and unnoticed,

the grey that yesterday

would drown our greyness in its own

and challenge life with winter.

 

With all the riches of our sometimes noble loves and dreams—

your body’s peaceful early morning warmth,

the slogans, borne or not, that are the reasons for our living—

Peace America More Money for Our Schools

Duty Responsibility

our children—all children

Protest Patriotism

Decency Faith Shankar is a Racist Bastard Peace

the lies and lives we live for others,

and, occasionally, ourselves;

 

With all the conjuring of our fantasies

(no double time for holidays)

Of unicorns and hobbits,

of light and life and hope and love

which we at times invent

unless lucky or deluded, we remember,

within the context of the charnel house

that is our world;

 

With all the impersonal, self-important briskness,

neatly tailored,

which marks the workings of our punch-card lives,

appointments, possessions, schedules,

checks, cancelled and otherwise,

taxes, balance sheets, time out of lunch: leave the waitress a dime,

assorted reckonings, all alphabetical,

which show us, if discerning,

for what we choose to sell ourselves;

 

How very strange

that in the face of these, our several (most important) worlds,

a clear sky and some sun

are all that matters.

karenblenz

1969

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My Gift

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My Gift

 

In the end, sweet baby,

when you are child no more,

and I am gone

if there can be one thing

you keep with you     of me

from this sweet day, from

this true touch

One gift of my heart

for you to have,   if you will

remember

Let it be only this:

 

                                                                                                      RESIST

 

Karenblenz

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